I know happiness in the external is fleeting. Things, people and money can't provide true happiness. Even a job, while SO AWESOME to finally have, can't compete with all the external crap going on in other people's lives that collide into mine.
Why is it that my happiness over the past nine months has had to be so fleeting. When something positive happens (a new job, the sale of the house. Etc.) then so quickly something equally or more depressing happens.
Is this all just to try and get me down. To try and test my faith and to question the foundation of who I am? Well enough already!! I am tired of being tried and feel like I can no longer "prove" anything.
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