Today a chapter in my life closes. The last four years of my life have become a sad statistic and I am now thrown into a category that is more foreign to me than marriage. The hard part is, I was often happy and content in my life that now seems like I must have seen it in a mini-series somewhere.
The last almost year have at times passed so fast that I don't remember my feet every getting out of bed. At other times the pain seemed so intense that what must have been minutes felt like days.
I have changed, grown, cried and shared more in the past eleven months than in the other 24 combined. I never wanted to go through what I have and would not wish that pain on even my worst of enemies.
However, I have learned that what others may mean for evil or selfish reasons, God can use for good. That doesn't take away the loneliness, pain or sadness that I feel, but it does give me hope. I know that deep down there is something better out there for me. God has brought me to a place where I can see that and know that to be true, but the loneliness still exists.
So, as the married chapter of my life is today officially and legally closed and a new chapter begins I have one question...where are all the single Christian guys? (I have learned that without humor I would have lost my mind a long time ago)
6 comments:
I have been praying for you. Those single christian guys are out there. They seem to be a select few sometimes but they are out there. I'm postive there is one out there right now looking for someone just like you. So keep your head up, and your heart open.
God Bless
Thanks for the encouragement and prayers. I know that those guys must exist, but I think they are in high demand :-)
Thanks again for the positive words
Congrats as you move into the next stage of your life. No promises that it will be pain free but it should be a whole lot better than 2006 :)
Thanks for coming over tonight to keep me company. You will let me know how the germ sags ends up over It's a Wonderful Life :)
Yeah, I will let you know how it goes for sure.
I am not planning on misbehaving though :-)
Oh, and I had a great time. It is so nice to catch up. We should do it more often.
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